Stepping into my truth
I've finally done it. I did my best to put aside my own self limiting beliefs & head to where my heart is calling me. I'm stepped into the unknown. This sounds so easy when I put it like that, but really it's been a good 7years of deep journeying into my subconscious, rediscovering my super powers, trusting my intuition, letting go of toxic people, toxic habits and work on my self limiting beliefs .... and then of course I needed to take some aligned action!
This spiritual journey of life has been a wild one for me. It sounds so light & fluffy 'spiritual lifestyle'. All rainbows and fluff, but when you do the work on yourself it gets friggen messy. We can come out the other side feeling light and fluffy. However, the working on your shit area of healing is hard. There is a life time of conditioning that needs to be broken away. There's other expectations of you that you carry. Like it's not hard enough to carry your own expectations!!!
One evening a group of my wholesome Freo crew had gathered. One mate had come back to visit after a move to Byron Bay. We got chatting & I could see his soul had evolved so much in that time. We went deep in conversation. And we had a collective pin drop. Expectations on yourself and others is a root cause for unease in this human existence. If we all came from a place of compassion, love, understanding & acceptance for what is, such demands & expectations would disappear.
Again I know. Easier said that done .... but .... doable none the less!
One thing I've struggled with is the way that this society has structured how we are to live. There is an immense lack of true community connection in most areas (not all). There is a lack of available tribe around to support new mummas and families. We are enslaved to the banks not just to have a loan for your own home but to prove you are worthy in the first place. I just HATE the control. You could say, I love learning but I'm not a fan of being 'told' what to do and how to do it.
I've known this for a while now, but if I don't follow my truth and intuition the universe eventually slaps me on the arse and turns my world upside down! I'm sure if we dig deep enough, we all know this feeling. I was working a disability support job that was really wearing me to the bones for various reasons for a good year before I had no choice but to stop working as my lovely client passed away. I kept on keeping on with the other Support Coordination role in disabilities that I was doing 2 days a week. Feeling stressed about how am I going to prove to the banks (for our building loan) that I will still be making a decent income, I went against my intuition (again) and asked for more hours. I knew in my bones that this is not what I wanted to do. But I have a family to help support, a house that needed building yada yada yada. So I went against my intuition. I took on more work. As soon as I did that, work got wildly stressful, intense and way more than I bargained for. I hit burn out. Then a few weeks later we got the builder quote ... and thank you covid for the price bomb it put on our build. It meant we could no longer afford to build our dream home we had spent so much money on already.
But there was a blessing in the chaos. It that moment of discovering we couldn't afford to build our home, I had made the decision to quit my job and follow my dreams full time.
So that's what I did and this is where I'm at. A new chapter in my life. A real page turner ;)
I've come along way in reintroducing my photography to the world this year. Along with teaming up with one of my best mates to create online health and wellness courses we have just released our very first workshop together, and actually my very first ever! A workshop from our hearts to help empower conscious people into the new world. Who are curious. Who are looking for deeper understandings of themselves. This will be the first of many. We have a lot to share with the world and a lot of tools to help people ascend and become who they are meant to be.
It's a journey. It's a story.
Self Alchemy Workshop Ticket Link: BOOK HERE
